i want to but...

while i'm writing this..its 6.30 in the morning and im not sleeping yet obviously. There something in my mind and im thinking bout it for quite a long period of time and yet i'm still thinking. The truth is i cant find those fucking answer.yes FUCKING answer..damn do i have use the F word.hmm

What the hell im thinking of?

why i cant find the answer?

where should i start?

how am i going to solve it?

PLEASE I'M DESPERATELY LOOKING FOR AN ANSWER!