Lee Yoon Hee;)

one of the main cast in Millionaire's First Love.Lee Yoon Hee, why are you so fucking cute *melts*

A Millionaire's First Love :'(

I watch this korean moie last nite and its super fucking sad..but its just that i realize the storyline is almost the same as A Walk To Remember.the bad ass in the school and the heroin got some kind of disease.but then this korean movie Millionaire's first love really does made me sad.so here are some of the description of the movie and fuckyeah i watched this online at www.dramacrazy.net.

Kang Jae-kyung is your typical spoiled rich kid; he?s arrogant, drives sporty cars, attends the big clubs, rides through school corridors on his motorcycle and - wait, that?s not typical at all is it? As his 18th birthday approaches he?s set to inherit his grandfather?s fortune, but that comes with a price. Jae-kyung is going to have to earn his fortune. His grandfather lays down an ultimatum; Jae-kyung is required to transfer to a new school in Gangwondo and graduate. Until then all access to his penthouse, cottage and credit cards is denied. Should he fail to graduate or drop out then he loses everything. With little choice he heads out to the countryside and a small town in which daily life is far removed from what he?s used to. Shortly after settling into his new home he meets 19 year-old Choi Eun-whan, who just happened to run into him back in Seoul. They don?t exactly hit it off; he?s far too stubborn and cool for school, while she sees hope for him and sets out to make him see it for himself. As they eventually draw closer, thanks to a set of coincidences and school projects they learn more about one another, but soon a shattering revelation will change these people forever, or something.

Sadness

This was a hectic week for me.test,assignments, and even drama that never ends.

Pissing Off

i feel like i wanna do this right now.

Home Sweet Home

Hello Kuching!its been a while....4 months exactly..i miss my family,i miss my home i miss the food, i miss everything..its PAYBACK time..later i'll go for Laksa, Ayam Penyet and oh yeah Matahon from Swee Kang..Yummeh!..and also Mi Kolok!;)..

InsyaAllah i'll upload those food's pic when im enjoying them later on..Dont get jealous oh yeah!tehehe..KUCHING, I'M BACKKKKK!;)

this picture defined what i feel right now:(

alhamdulillah;)

i feel so peaceful after doing my prayer..somehow it gives me someting...i dont know how to describe those feeling but..i just feel great.thanks for reminding me;)

Yoona be my girlfriend?teehee;P

Tong Hua

one of my favourite chinese song. Jason Chen have an AWESOME voice!;)

Mengidam?

I'm craving for this,thank you.

Clueless

while i'm writing this post... I've been doing a lot of thinking..and honestly, i don't know what kind of feeling this is.For sure there are some regretfulness..and no doubt i'm writing this with the feeling of sadness.i'm so clueless.i'm still searching for my identity, who i am and why am i breathing and standing in this beautiful world...i still dont get it. i've faith and YES, im a Muslim..Islam is my religion but am i doing my responsibilities as a Muslim? i still asking that to myself.

i believe the existence of god..and i've faith that there is only and the only god exist is ALLAH and He is the Almighty one. I believe in Him..but there are something that i regret is im not doing my responsibilities to Him. i admit that i was raised in the best way by my parents..but still i feel that im lacking of something and definitely knowledge of my own religion..but still i can read Al Quran, i do fasting during Ramadhan, BUT i keep asking myself..WHY am i still doing something that againsts my own religion and not doing my responsibilities as a Muslim. I respect my own religion and seriously im being envious with some of my friends that doing the responsibilities of a Muslim and thats make me think why i cant do the same thing..i realize and feel regret..i feel ashamed with my other religion's friend also..some of them have been asking me..am i a Muslim.they said they never see me doing solat and those other thing..

I want to change.i really do...but everytime im trying to change there is also something that told me not to and making me doing something that againsts His will. i need someone to guide me to be a better person..its not that i want to be an ulama or what..its just enough to fullfill my responsibilities as a Muslim like doing solat and live my life in a better and more Islamic way.Truthfully, i've done something that im not proud of before this..i want to change that and to do so just need someone to guide me,force me or anything that will make me do my responsibilities as a Muslim.At least doing my solat.i just really want to change...i feel so clueless right now and to be frankly im writing this with the feeling of sadness...

Fav!

one of my favourite.Sandara Park is effin cute in this mv...and their dancing awesomely;)..i wish to dance like that...HAHA

i want to but...

while i'm writing this..its 6.30 in the morning and im not sleeping yet obviously. There something in my mind and im thinking bout it for quite a long period of time and yet i'm still thinking. The truth is i cant find those fucking answer.yes FUCKING answer..damn do i have use the F word.hmm

What the hell im thinking of?

why i cant find the answer?

where should i start?

how am i going to solve it?

PLEASE I'M DESPERATELY LOOKING FOR AN ANSWER!

Let's play a game shall we?;)

What's your name:fadhli

A four letter word: fuck

A boy's name: farish

A girl's name: farah

An occupation: fireman

A colour: furfle

Something you"ll wear:

A food:

A place: france

Reason for being late: fucking accidents hahaha

Something you'd shout: farttt

A movie title: Fast and furious...serious shit i love this movie fucking much

Something you drink : fresh orange

A musical group : Franz Ferdinand

An animal : F-opet teehee

A street name : Fair street,london

A type of car : ferrari

Title of a song : Fake tales of San Francisco

Something you found in a bathroom: frying pan

HAHAHAHA!

confuse?

im confuse,confuse,confuse,confuse

shit i really am confuse

why am i confuse

because im so confuse

confuse i feel confuse

please help me im so fucking confuse!

I want this!

can someone buy this for me?T.T

The Strokes!

New from The Strokes!its been a while im listening to their song. The strokes are just really great right..producing great music ;)

Bittersweet - Perfect Match;)

I MISS YOU GIRLFRIEND:(

i'm an August;)

JANUARY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds.
Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very Stubborn and money cautious.
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FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
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MARCH:
Attractive personality.sexy. Affectionate.Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others.
Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
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APRIL:
Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional.
Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.
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MAY:
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong
clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
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JUNE:
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer.
Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
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JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.
Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be
quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
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AUGUST:
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make
friends .
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SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive.
Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
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OCTOBER:
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of
what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.
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NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciates praises.
High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable
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DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing
personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical

reminiscing

• rose: I love you, Jack.
• jack: Don't you do that, don't say your good-byes.
• rose: I'm so cold.
• jack: Listen, Rose. You're gonna get out of here, you're gonna go on and make lots of babies, and you're gonna watch them grow. You're gonna die an old... an old lady warm in her bed, but not here, not this night. Not like this, do you understand me?
• rose: I can't feel my body.
• jack: Winning that ticket, Rose, was the best thing that ever happened to me... it brought me to you. And I'm thankful for that, Rose. I'm thankful. You must do me this honor, Rose. Promise me you'll survive. That you won't give up, no matter what happens, no matter how hopeless. Promise me now, Rose, and never let go of that promise.
• rose: I promise.
• jack: Never let go.
• rose: I'll never let go. I'll never let go, Jack..

The Square Root of Three

I’m sure that I will always be
A lonely number like root three

The three is all that’s good and right,
Why must my three keep out of sight
Beneath the vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a nine

For nine could thwart this evil trick,
with just some quick arithmetic

I know I’ll never see the sun, as 1.7321
Such is my reality, a sad irrationality

When hark! What is this I see,
Another square root of a three

As quietly co-waltzing by,
Together now we multiply
To form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer

We break free from our mortal bonds
With the wave of magic wands

Our square root signs become unglued
Your love for me has been renewed

Like the old times

i used to watch this..Tommy,Chuckie,Phil and Lil i missed u guys!;)

i wish i could,someday..

My All Time Favourite

Audi Coupe R8

Fuck i want this car!

Old passion

i miss drifting:(

colourful life;)

Its been umm 2 years i have not updating my blog and fuckyeah its been almost 2 years since i do poem writing..haha..i've been missing writing all those poems but sadly my poem notes are missing..been misplaced or i dont know..i forgot where the hell i put that notes..shit.Anyway,college life been really busy tho with assignments and stuff.im not much of a writer and seriously im too lazy to type...thats why my blog are not much updated or err i never been on this since like forever..and one thing is im very sure of.my grammar are getting SUCKS!BIG TIME!.

Okay here just a few things recently happened in my life..i mean some of them are quite old story but since im not writing like forever..here are some of the thing and made my life super fucking colourful oh jyeah!;)

1. im not single anymore and i feel so super duper lucky that i have Noor Aisyah Bt Mohamad as my girlfriend.i'll make u happy baby!;)

2. Now im having my 2nd year degree at beloved university UTHM taking civil engineering;)

p/s:google for UTHM location;)

3. im getting boroi!(fuck i hate this the most)..i miss 2008:(

4. i have the best and the coolest new friends;)...(actually im not sure whether i should call them 'new' friends or not since we're in the same course since 1st year...heh).you know who you are people;)

5. i think my favourite football team now is Barcelona:P

6. i've been through something right now but i decide i wanna keep them myself because i dont want any changes.

7. im using blackberry now!(show off abis)hahaha but then some of my friends already using iphone4!..shit im so old fashioned;(

8. i do watch local football league now.HAHA!

9. okay,im quite blurred now and out of ideas what to write.can i continue later?teehee

Well those things happened in my life somehow made me realize how wonderful life is. Tho some of them are moments that i really dont want to get through..but i know im having the most beautiful colour of life and certainly there are no regrets for me;)